A Healing Journey
A New Resolution
By Anna Brzeski
It seems that whenever an upheaval happens in the world my (physical and emotional) body goes into pain. I always start by blaming myself because it is often triggered by some physical exertion, however, when said exertion is mild and normally doesn’t cause pain, then I have to wonder. So then I blame the world when I find out there are riots or other calamities going on somewhere on the planet. It seems that I have unconsciously created an agreement whereby I transmute the dark energies of our collective consciousness by feeling them in my body and transforming them back into light.
I became thoroughly sick and tired of this contract which causes me intensive suffering and now I choose to end it and begin anew.
This understanding was brought to light when I received a channeled transmission from Lori McMurphy who channels a group of enlightened beings called The Light (https://www.lorimcmurphycoaching.com). The support given helped me not only understand the extent of my commitment to elevating humanity to ascension but how to connect with my own guidance so that I could now change this hurtful way of being in the world and continue with my commitment in a much easier way.
I, like many others on a spiritual path, am a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP) and it has brought me enormous joy as it has allowed me to have a deep connection with nature and to transmit higher energies through music and other means. I appreciate this gift tremendously but it has been a curse when it comes to dealing with the world of the third dimension with all of its fears. I choose now to change my way of being in the world so as to use my sensitivity to transmit light rather than to transform darkness.
The first thing I was told to do (by my Guides and Angels) was a ritual to let go of the old way and make room for the new. I took a stick, blew out the old agreement of transmuting the dark into the stick, and threw it into the fire watching it burn. (I had heard of this ritual from Shamanic teacher Sandra Ingerman).
The next step was to anchor the new resolution which is to be of service to humanity by embodying light and joy and the higher dimensional frequency of who I truly am and radiating it out through my being (what a coincidence, this blog’s title is Embodying Radiance!). I did this in several ways; some Qi Gong practices, drumming and chanting, playing the flute and piano with intention, and proclaiming it out to the trees!
I asked the trees to show me how to be like them…. they just stand in their glory, rooted deeply into the earth, reaching for the sky with their branches and they radiate enormous love and light for all without taking anything on. I want to be like a tree (or any other nature being for that matter).
Since expounding my new resolution, I have felt much joy and even ecstasy. My mind is at ease. I was told that my body will take some time to catch up and that I need to be extremely protective of my small self when she feels threatened by uncomfortable feelings engendered by others. It will take her time to adjust as well. Patience is needed for this process to unfold and I am so much in love with my body and my life at this point that it is going to be easy enough to be the protective Mama Bear and also to allow the universe to support me each step of the way.
I am well on the way to embodying radiant light and love and I let my light transmute any negativity… it is not up to my body anymore. My light is more miraculous than anything out there!